It's the end of June.
2 months since I last wrote I think.
Life is still busy (busy is word on my dislike list but not sure what else to insert - chaotic?). Kiddos are still growing and changing. Husband is still working like mad and providing for us. Will step down from current position as director at the Chamber to pursue RaceNote full time. I'm scared and excited at the same time.
We rented out our house during the CWS. We were hoping that moolah would go towards a vacation but hey, why do that when we need to seal our fence around the house?! ;) Lived at my parents for a week. They are about as easy as you can get to live with but we were anxious to get home. Till we found out basement flooded.
I interviewed for a new job on Wednesday. Most likely it will be offered to me. I just can't figure out what i want to do, but I know my current job isn't working for me or my family. But I'm finally working in a place I like my co-workers. They aren't catty. Hope I like the next ones too.
I asked a dear friend, a lovely, wise and mature woman of God to mentor me and we met today. I'm kind of scared to let her see the sin and ugliness in my life. But it's a good thing, right?
I got in the Word today and asked God to speak to me. Two things that spoke to me. I need Jesus as the center. Of my marriage, my family, my life. It's so unbalanced as it is, and all can easily crumble if He isn't there. The other thing is that I can have hope. Sometimes I may not feel it, sometimes I may not see it, but it's there - always. I forgot that we always have hope in Him.
Redemption. Healing. Clarity. All things I'm longing for right now. Jesus be the center.
